This paper is part of the understanding of the human 'Hwang Jin Yi'. We are well aware about the beauty and great talent, the beaty of 'sijo' and chinese poem of 'Hwang Jin Yi'. But, efforts to understand the hidden beauty in pain and tears fell short in comparison to it. So, this paper try to do to understand the hidden suffering of 'Hwang Jin Yi' that in her beauty and her beautiful poetry. Thus, the traumas and the desire to explore her inner. The trauma caused by their birth and status, Trauma of the uneasy love that occurs because 'gisaeng', eventually it explores her desire to resist. Especially, The attempt to understand her grief and trauma inherent in the ‘green mountains, water, time, lover' image appears in the work of 'Hwang Jin Yi'. so it would like to say that 'She's the limit' and 'longing to realize the true love of life', eventually became a resistance. And this paper is to understand the minds and hearts of Hwang's own admission in women. At least, I want to break the male-dominated positions. So out of the discussion of the existing decorated "Hwang Jin Yi", and tried to find a human being, "Hwang Jin Yi" that craves freedom and happiness. Try to understand the pain of "Hwang Jin Yi", Her pain was also happy nor free. Lowly 'gisaeng' of status, 'the position of women, women of 'Sex and Love' in a position, to try to understand the mind and heart.